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RUN! Walk... Sit, Roll Over...

3/31/2015

 
Yes, Maybe I Did Hear The Fucking Plane - How the Hell are We Ever Going to Fix This? -  RUN! Walk... Sit, Roll Over... 

In (not so) Hot Pursuit of God
PART I - No Better Hell than One Could Ever Have Even Hoped For?

RUN! Walk... Sit, Roll Over...

DRAFT 0.5
They bolted... his then current girlfriend leading the way; her born and raised here knowledge of the City bouncing them through the maze in her own mind; her paranoid map of spots that could easily have been targets. There was no immediate destination. He simply followed her fears uptown and away from what he could only imagine, the calamity downtown. Her mind ticking off the dangerous places, swerving west along 38th to 8th Avenue to avoid Times Square forced them to dash past the Port Authority... Up 8th Avenue for a way, every electronics shop window display... TVs tuned to "The Tragedy" unfolding ever further below them... Over and over images, the beginnings of the searing, the simmering, the cooking themselves into the corner of his eyes; the towers falling, the towers falling, the towers falling... repeatedly over and over, again and again...

They stopped for another of those forever in an instant moments in front of some bar, a shop, a blur... A television in the window, a small crowd gathered around repeating all the information anyone had managed to gather; "another plane has hit the Capitol Building", The Pentagon, five more planes, six "...ten more planes reported". More targets, another planes shot down in Connecticut, New Jersey, Pennsylvania... as far as Chicago, LA... RUN! Why? Where? Running on the then current girlfriend's instinct alone ...they continued uptown... away to the Park. ...they were stopped dead, somewhere in one of those almost skyless, echoing midtown canyons; the roaring screech of a jet engine passed above them.. A panicked look at once, consumed her face in utter fear; a broad smile eased over his... relieved.

...distinguishing one plane from another simply by the sound it made; an almost subconscious skill... The rumbling drone of an old Herc, air transport, cargo, he'd hear on the hour in the skies of Trenton, Ontario. The somewhat similar but higher pitched rumble of a Buffalo, off to do a search or a rescue; the deafening, conversation interrupting or ending shriek of the 707's, those old airliners... the growling roar of the fighters. He knew in that instant, they were out of, at least immediate danger.

Not too oddly enough, it was right around here somewhere, when what could easily have been one hundred years earlier; he had fallen madly and oh so truly deeply in love with New York City. 
The west side of Midtown, around the Edison Hotel, Hell's Kitchen, 1979. Just up and over from what was by far, a far more different and dangerous Time Square. It's doubtful he'd fallen in love with the danger alone. Unlikely, but like a plunging neckline, tight skirts and tall boots, danger was most definitely one of the cities sexiest attractions. It was right around here the he and his high school classmates would have ventured out into those few night in Manhattan. Wandering in the directions they were told earlier to avoid; towards the Port Authority, over to the far more guttural Times Square... sex shops, live sex shows... tight skirts and tall boots. Come ons and the fantasies of a never ending threat. That newly found teenaged tingling sensation that strained directly from the loins, made his breath quicken and his heart pound, just a little bit...excitements. Small town and country kids so completely out of place. He and his friends likely wanting nothing more than to leave, run maybe; him... already planning his return. Out the bus window gazing at the burned down Bronx, Harlem, A West Side Story tripping on the acid they'd bought in Time Square the night before. A bottle or two of booze he was able to buy his buddies, simply because he was tall... a tour up to the top of those tall towers that loomed so large over this busiest of cities... back then. A three card monty whirlwind of jacked up on block stripped cars, constant sirens, dreamed up gun shots, a whole city that seemed to be shouting to him... see you again, soon.

Sitting on the benches at the Columbus Circle entrance to Central Park, a couple of boneheaded hippy kids told some tall tale of how they'd had breakfast in the towers earlier that morning. It was the last time he'd ever again hear an even in the slightest exaggerated "where I was... that day" story. From LA on up to the 66th floor, there was no good place to be on September 11th, 2001. No story needing to be embellished. He would hear so many, day after day, year after year. Stories that crept from his his own, just below midtown, down to Union Square and across 14th, "I was on Bleecker Street..." "I was just finishing breakfast in Tribeca..." Stories that traveled down West Broadway, across Canal Street into China Town. Stories travelling closer and closer... Barkly... Vesey Street... onto the plaza, inside and up the stairwell where those folks, those blessed survivors wound their way calmly down; far too many firefighters wound their way, running up... No one, not a single one of them a clue what the next 10, 15, 20 minutes would bring down around them... all over, those next senseless minutes, senseless hours... years.

He'd finally convinced his then current girlfriend that they were indeed out of any immediate danger; what jack-ass would fly his hijacked airliner into the park. F18s, seemed to fill the sky; he had looked up; caught glimpses of his newest friends. Those fellas who'd be flying sortés, in the only planes above the City for days... It eventually, simply came time to head home. Back to Greenpoint, across the 59th Street Bridge, a flood of Brooklyn, Kings County n' Queens residents on foot across the lower deck. Sirens wizing their way in and out of the City across the upper... Over his right shoulder a site he 
really didn't want to look at, but couldn't take his eyes off, and would never ever forget... that plume of thick black smoke, venting from lower Manhattan... a puncture wound, a leak... so unreal that if it hadn't continued for weeks he may have doubted he'd ever seen it... at all, it all made no sense whatsoever... still.

They plunked themselves down in front of CNN with the rest of America, and most of the world. Reports of the Pentagon, the downing in Shanksville. By this time the threat of any other planes in a now completely empty, planeless, still crystal clear, bright and brilliant blue sky was quite over and done with. He'd later recall having not a single memory of what he'd see on TV. Simply plunked in front of a flickering light forming an endless scrawl, a scroll of new data tape worming it's way across the bottom of every news report... An immediate family drama had now taken over and thankfully distracted his then current girlfriend. Her father was missing. His story we'd be told later, started at his office, just across the street from the North Tower... he'd not been heard from for hours... Worry spread through the then current girlfriends family and friends. Far too melodramatic phone calls and speculation he'd wanted no part of; he knew George would eventually show up...

George's story started curiously enough with him looking up and wondering, "how are they going to fix that"; but his black dots, they were much bigger, simply letting go, more like mud filled potato sacks splattering on the ground, almost right at his feet... prompting him to leave just prior to the monstrous dust cloud... chasing him and the downtown crowds down the street. George would describe his diving under a car to escape, not the monstrous dust cloud n' rubble, but the crowd of people he'd managed to get himself ahead of... his, choosing the Manhattan Bridge over the Brooklyn ...what his own born and raised here instinct would convince him the lesser of two targets... potato sacks splat...exploding at his feet. His story would be told in bits and pieces and like many who told the same, almost sink him. George showed up later that day; becoming just another glorious one. A "1" to be subtracted from those long lists, the most dreadful numbers, the count each of us had had thrown into our minds immediately that morning... 50,000... 30,000... 15,000... 5, 4, 3... each "1" subtracted from those counts, simply a sigh of what little relief was leftover over those next few days...

Still later that day he would reach above the medicine cabinet, sorting through all the other things he wouldn't want his then current girlfriend to find... in front the TV that would stay on for weeks in search of more info, alerts, still squawking, new news scrawling and scrolling a tapeworm of data that seemed to stretch on and on and on... a line, then another then he did that last line that separated that sad Sunday morning last weekend from... no more leftovers. He hasn't a clue what they'd get up that evening, doesn't recall sleeping, if they'd gone out and did some drinking... a line... crossed, not yet over into the nonsense but nothing likely not anyone could make any sense of... nothing at all certain... except, maybe one thing he hadn't yet noticed. On this side of that dreadful line... He was now a New Yorker.

to be continued... for certain.

Serial Sequencing... the story you are on is in bold... the previous and next (if written) linked...
Yes, Maybe I Did Hear The Fucking Plane -|- How the Hell are We Ever Going to Fix This? -|-  RUN! Walk... Sit, Roll Over... -|- [next story, unwritten] -|-  
NOTE: hmmm... 

How the Hell are We Ever Going to FIx This?

3/21/2015

 
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In (not so) Hot Pursuit of God
PART I - No Better Hell than One Could Ever Have Even Hoped For?

How the Hell are We Ever Going to Fix This?

DRAFT 0.5
Sunday morning, just before the Tuesday morning which would be the big day, maybe the biggest day. He found himself awakening to a loud crackling, nearby but still distant echoing explosion; just up and over there in a corner of his neighbourhood, Greenpoint, Brooklyn. Not so much waking up, more of another coming to. Another morning's fog of half-remembered realizations of what he'd got himself up to the night before. He wasn't alone. He found himself cuddled up with a cute n' plump Greenpoint girl. A neighbour he'd met at the corner bar quite late into just another Saturday night. His then current girlfriend had gone upstate somewhere, Ossining perhaps or Tarrytown, he wasn't sure it didn't matter. Somewhere up in Westchester County he was certain... she'd be screwing someone that weekend. Him? He wasn't at all sure if he'd been screwing the cute n' plump Greenpoint girl. They were pretty much more than half naked, but given there was that much coke left over, he was pointed towards the notion they'd probably done far too much to have actually been able to be screwing. Waking up with someone who wasn't his then current girlfriend wasn't so often the norm; but it did happen on occasion and was legitimately within the contract he'd settled on with the then current girlfriend… but that’s for later…

He came to groggy again, just a little bit more than half naked. The plump n' cute neighbour he'd never seen before nor would ever meet again still sleeping… He'd only just noticed the far too large pile of coke leftovers ...when. The louder than expected nearby but still distant echoing explosion made him immediately he realized he'd once again traded yet another could have been interesting spectacle, something to be seen, for a night of drinking and debauchery... again… these wasteful trade-offs quickly counting up to far too many times already. A night of lively and useless conversations, meaningless corner bar chit-chatter. Instead of getting up a bit earlier than when he'd half fallen asleep... heading on over to Pulaski bridge to watch them controlled-explode a couple of old, maybe 10 story or so decommissioned oil storage tank towers that sat along the Newtown Creek; the industrial ditch of a river that ran through the wasteland that divided Brooklyn, Kings County from Queens. He lay there half-nakedly missing the pre-planned dropping of Greenpoint’s tallest towers. Trading what anyone who had enough of his own little boy still kicking around inside him would have not wanted to miss. Damned cocaine. Getting himself up and over the awkwardness of saying his goodbyes to the plump n' cute Greenpoint neighbour; he tucked the leftover cocaine above the medicine cabinet, with all the other things he wouldn't want his then current girlfriend to find...

He stood there for what was one of those forever moments that more likely only an instant. Nearly mesmerized by the slowly growing, burning around the edges hole in the north side of the North Tower. The fires around the edges burning an image far more deeply into him than he ever would have imagined. He was far enough uptown to not really recognize for certain just what those dark falling things were, the little black dots, mixed in with the other bits and pieces of things that fell from the hole. Irregularly falling, black dots, some seeming to simply let go. He'd could never really know just how much this burning images, how those little black irregularly falling dots he was staring at would been burned into... or how deeply.

A crowd of people, stopped dead in their tracks in the busiest of cities that was now quickly shutting down, began forming around him. Crawling out of this subway entranceway or that office building doorway. All of them, looking up along with him for their own instant forever moments. Quietly at first, but as was likely, even human one supposes, perhaps the site of large looming towers with big burning holes were given enough New York minutes to become, what, the new normal? Or was it just that there was no frame of reference, no context, enough mental confusion that prompted the folks around him to get back into what it was they had been doing. The only thing that did seem normal; their phone calls and conversations. He drifted from his own mesmerized moment to the sound of chit-chatter, random bits and pieces... "I'm going to be late..." "the damned subway's been shut down..." "I'm looking for a bus, now..." "tell them I'm sorry and I'll join them in the conference room as soon as I can"... As New Yorker's often, no, always do, they all started talking, again, all at once. Happily sharing a minor misery, a too long a line up or a late bus with anyone next to them that would listen; the nattering complaints prompted by the day to day annoyances they all loved to hate in a city that demand you loved to hate it... When in New York, you gotta complain like a New Yorker. He could never describe to anyone who'd not lived there the civilized camaraderie this continuous complaining fostered within his neighbors, all these New Yorker. Obliged to share, everything, each annoying little hassle with each others, one upping, elevating and exaggerating... in a way the humor in it all did make it all the more worth it.

He started chatting with the first fella standing next to him, a big guy right beside him. A huge big bear of a fella in an odd for the weather brown vested three piece suit, bearded. This fella had gotten through somehow to the folks he'd meant to be meeting downtown and was sharing what little info they'd given him; pretty much more mass confusion; a description of what sounded like utter chaos. No one knowing what to do, nor what would come next... a near but mid-distant, louder than one would have expected explosion as the North Tower, that unfixable hole still burning, black dots dropping, letting go... falling... straight into what could best be described as a big billowing mushroom cloud of dust, dirt and still more dust one could imagine... as that once looming tower came down... utter terror... sheer panic... the seemingly longs since, now immediately over mesmerizing moment at once becoming, what the hell do we do? What the hell... what the hell were we all to do... now, shrieks, and loud shouting; he noticed the big bear of a fella, now his new friend. That big bear of a fella was almost crying... without even thinking he gave him a hug as the big bear, now seeming panic-stricken said "my friends are down there" and took off in some unknown direction... his own little boy, the one still inside him kicking madly and screaming to get even closer. Get down there, help out... over ruled, he started running in the better direction; to 7th Avenue, towards the makeshift office still vacant... the phone wasn't ringing, neither incoming nor out... no circuits... try after try he'd finally got through... "the second tower's down"... his then current girlfriend, herself now screaming, please meet me, come and help me... the next thing he knew, he was with her outside her office, just up from the backdoor of Macy's. Like everyone around them, scrambled searching inside themselves for, no context, no reference, for some plan, something, anything an idea for the next thing to do... the little boy inside him wanting to leave her with someone, head downtown to witness the action... they headed uptown, almost running.

They would never fix it, it was all over except not over for the rest of that day, the next weeks, months and year after year and year after too many years it would take for all of this bullshit, the towers, his then current girlfriend, everything in chaos to play itself out...

To be continued (or not, but more likely)
Serial Sequencing... the story you are on is in bold... the previous and next (if written) linked...
Yes, Maybe I Did Hear The Fucking Plane -|- How the Hell are We Ever Going to Fix This? -|-  RUN! Walk... Sit, Roll Over... -|- [next story, unwritten] -|-
NOTE: I'm thinking this is now more likely to become an intermittent serial... yes there is a lot more story here after all. And is it, a true story? There certainly IS a lot of truth to it so far. Embellishments? Was there really that much coke left over?  Thank you if you've left a comment, this will help me get in touch with you when the next bit of this story spills itself out.

Again, we ask...Will "our hero" eventually find the god he's so not hotly in pursuit of? How the hell would I know... does this really sound like the place and time one would find, god? Until next time...

Yes Maybe I Did Hear the Fucking Plane

3/18/2015

 
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In (not so) Hot Pursuit of God
PART I - No Better Hell than One Could Ever Have Even Hoped For?

Yes, Maybe I Did Hear The Fucking Plane

DRAFT 0.5
In this particular insignificant segment of yet another chapter in his life, he'd been taking the 7 train to the bottom of Time Square when getting himself from Greenpoint Brooklyn to work in the city rather than the G to the F to the top of Herald Square. He'd started this a few months earlier so he could escort his then current girlfriend to her office. It was less direct, but he enjoyed the extra few blocks walk to start the day and would take this route even if no escort was required; when she'd sleep in, or call in sick which was surprisingly often considering how long she would eventually keep that job. On this morning, she was along with him. Beyond the extra walk, another pleasure he took from taking the 7 was it''s arrival at their station; how it seemed to bore n' grind itself right into Time SQ/42 Street, which at that time was the terminus of one of his favorite lines in the city, for many other reasons we might get to later. 

The slope of the track entering Time SQ/42 Street coupled with the ricketiness of the rolling stock; "who doesn't love those old... redbirds" he'd say to his friends; these countless-time-retrofitted over their service, tin can like train cars that seemed to twist apart at the seams around each corner, over each bump n' ripple on this older line inside the world's second oldest subway system. Another of the many more things he loved about NYC. A transit system commission that seemed to enjoy matching it's oldest equipment with the most decayed infrastructure; who doesn't love a city in seriously need of repair. Wandering around the most run down parts.... but again, that's for later... 

The 7 train would lurch downward just as it approached Time SQ/42 Street; as it began to slow from top speed, which on this old rolling stock felt like 700 mph. Gravity would throw one forward then from side to side as the under-repaired uneven ripples in the track made for a rough sea, choppy-like little breakers. The cars would shake violently, just to that point before one might describe it a vibration. In his often one fifth to halfway hung over or, did way too much of that stuff state, it was pure tactile pleasure. A bit of a thrill ride even; the morning's awakening reminder that he was here, in the city, for certain, quite alive and living in the liveliest of cities he'd always loved and was now able, finally, to call home after just more than a year's occupancy... here. Upon the slowing. not sudden but bouncing stop. In the squint of a, if one felt the need for dramatic-fantasy, miraculously surprising safe arrival at Time SQ/42 Street; he would plunge into the tussling mix of morning morons who felt it necessary to race, be the first, up the stairs. He exited the station at his own happy just to be here pace. Never the first to emerge into, what was on that day, the crystal clearest, cloudless blue sky n' sunshine anyone would ever remember the streets of midtown Manhattan being bathed in.

He couldn't recall what meaningless chit-chatter he was having with his then current girlfriend on their walk into the works this morning. Maybe the bickerings, perhaps as was more often than not, simply the dreadful silence she'd invade his happiness with as she headed towards the easiest job in the city that she hated with all her might. There wasn't much might in this one, more a shuffling along through it approach to life and living. Him, he was still holding tight to the inkling of a notion, that things would always get better. Good fortune, and maybe a bit of Forbes like business fame was as always, just around the corner; and in Manhattan what's around each and every corner is quite certainly, maybe famous indeed.

Let's just assume that on this day, they shuffled in silence along 7th Avenue from 42nd Street to the doorway to her office's entrance at 36th Street, just up a block from the backdoor of Macy's. Dropping her off was a happier part of the walk on the days he'd escort his then current girlfriend, after the vacant kiss and the "see ya laters" at 36th Street, he'd be afforded another more peaceful 11 blocks of a walk on his own. A chance to light up a smoke without being nagged, soaking in the city he was so in love with, able to let thoughts of what he might do next with his life run wild. He was always two steps and a couple of dreams of greatness ahead of where he'd find himself, today. On this day, nothing special nor memorable came to mind, or happened along the way... except for the sound he'll never remember but would later always know for absolute certain, he did fucking hear... it. The shriek of jet engines on a too low jet airliner, a distinctive shriek, he knew quite well.

He had grown up in the little town of Trenton, Ontario in, what he had for quite some time by the time he'd get to New York City considered the wretchedly boring old Canada. Trenton was home to a military base, actually Canada's largest, busiest and most important Air Force base. For him, a clear sky full of various aircraft was just, the normal. When he visited his outta town, up the river cousins in Brockville, Ontario, he'd stare for ages at the Great Lake Ships his cousins had come to simply ignore as they chugged upriver and down the St. Lawrence on their way to and from Thunder Bay. When these cousins visited him in Trenton, he'd chuckle at how they couldn't stop and look up each time a Herc or a Buffalo rumbled through the skies, or when the deafening shrieking pitch of a 707, those old airliners, made it almost impossible to finish one's conversation... he'd instinctively learned to ignore the air-traffic above him, distinguishing one plane from the other simply by the sound it made; an almost subconscious skill that would prove helpful in putting his and more importantly his then current girlfriend's mind at ease... later that morning.

Upon arrival at the makeshift Manhattan offices of his New Jersey based employer, just another collection of kids who had decided they'd "rule the world" by opening yet another makeshift digital, internet marketing and advertising agency meant to compete with  stolid, gray n' old agencies who hadn't a clue what they were doing in digital just up and over on Madison Avenue... Funny enough, even fifteen years later, nobody, except him of course, knew what they're doing in digital marketing and advertising... but that's beside the point... He unlocked the door to the makeshift Manhattan office, and entered to a far too early to be ringing, ringing phone, that, if asked he'd likely say seemed to be ringing off the hook.

"Do you hear sirens?"

The boss he'd rarely seen almost screamed at him hurriedly, oddly he even sounded a bit panicked as he spoke into the Jersey end of the phone... He hadn't, well he'd heard no more sirens than one would normally hear in the city on any given day's walk from 42nd Street to 25th. Just as the question was asked, he'd come to realize; just right then, as he was being asked, yes, the city did seem to come alive with the wailing sound of way more sirens than usual, all of a sudden.

"A plane hit the towers..."

That certainly didn't register at all. What towers, what, when where... plane? What plane... huh? The conversation was becoming more frantic and fractured as all the early risers who worked at the Jersey office started barking the new news. They'd gathered around the TV, likely as soon as they'd got similar calls from their friends or loved ones. His boss had somehow managed to tell him the plane was maybe a FedEx cargo plane; definitely not a single or double propped private plane. A large enough airliner to do considerable damage had shrieked at full speed right into the North Tower of the world trade center, and that's all anyone knew... and they had a TV... in Jersey... so they knew as much as anyone else and way more than he did, standing alone, in a still darkened makeshift Manhattan office space, just off 7th Avenue, in an old garment trade building at the top of the garment district, just below midtown, in that in between no-man's land near The Garden. The part of town someone who didn't know better might have called, the lower edge of Hell's Kitchen, but was actually way way closer to say, Chelsea...

"Another plane!!! Another plane just hit the other tower... the south tower, another plane..."

He overheard one of the early risers in New Jersey, not on the call, scream loudly in the background behind the conversation he was having with his boss... What the FUCK! Who knows who said that, him or his boss, or neither of them... the conversation was abruptly over except for his, almost too calmly saying something to the effect... "I better get out there and see what's what... I'll call you back as soon as I know something"; Or some such offer to be a helpful but quite honestly lousy salesman they'd hired to work out of the makeshift Manhattan office. Hanging up, he bolted for the door, subconsciously taking the stairs, raced through the lobby, out and across 7th, over to 6th where he knew he'd have a clear view of the Towers. A beautiful view of the biggest things you'd ever see looming over any city let alone the city that had become so fixed in the dreams he had dreamed up for himself since the first time he'd visited there on a Grade 11 Urban Geography field trip back in 1979... On 6th Avenue, he stopped dead; not quite startled, looked up into a now planeless and utterly clearest of clear blue sky to see the big burning hole in the north side of the North Tower. A flaming at the edges burning hole like one that would form in a sheet of paper if you'd held a lit cigarette to the center of it. He looked up at the Towers, for what he couldn't have known at the time would be the last time he'd have the chance to look up at them and thought, quite frantically, sadly even, most definitely confused by what he was looking up at, thinking to himself... How the hell are they going to fix that?

To be continued... (hopefully, or not)
Serial Sequencing... the story you are on is in bold... the previous and next (if written) linked...
Yes, Maybe I Did Hear The Fucking Plane -|- How the Hell are We Ever Going to Fix This? -|-  RUN! Walk... Sit, Roll Over... -|- [next story, unwritten] -|-  

NOTE: I'm hoping this will become an intermittent serial type writerly like thingy... there is a lot of story to tell here after all. A true story? Why not, sure... at least bits and pieces of it. Embellished a bit? Well perhaps simply fancified as, if I don't try  to make it remotely that much more interesting why would any of you 6 or 7 people bother to read it? IF it does take off as a serial, I'll build in some a mechanism to get your name into my CRM and onto a mailing list for notifications of the next instalment (hey, I'm a marketing guy, collecting your data is my damned job)... In the meantime, leave a comment, this will afford me a way to figure out how to get back to you.

Will "our hero" eventually find the god he's so not hotly in pursuit of? How the hell would I know... me, I'm still struggling with the god I'm not sure I've just found... OR, if one could or should even call him that. Until next time...

Oh, and... I'm experimenting in writing this live, to  these pages. Note the DRAFT number to see what versions of I feel I've got this part of the story up to. There's no real system here other than, if and when the DRAFT number hit's one, I may consider this part of the story finished... or not, maybe. I guess we'll see.

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